short lived.

You left me, you walked away, I wish you never came

You broke my heart, you shred it apart, you went to those other people

do they know your name, did they struggle with you laugh with you, did they know your sane

watch my tear fall like hail and rain

out of this I lost and you got all the gain

I hate to feel anguish, sorrow and pain

These past years you’ve become, cold, far and vane

I’m a leave, swerve in and out the lane

Die with no pain

Heart with no love, eyes’ so cold, soul quiet , room silent, anger so violent

Kick the wall in ,vent, I wrote this letter but never sent

My life has become empty and worthless, just plain

To you I shift all the blame

I wish everything was nice and happy I wish it was the same

I forgot what you look like, how about you do you even remember my name?

unhappi

It would be hard to walk away, it’s something I had to do even when I didn’t want to
I never forgot about you

Life threw me aside, stomped on me I don’t know why
This never seemed to get better, I think I should pray more, be more censer and clever.

I want to run from my pain and start again, start over, maybe then I’ll be happy, and I can recover
I know I always keep everything inside, build up, I’m just not yappy
I feel hurt, alone and frustrated, I feel scared, angry and just exasperated.

I sit here and wonder if this is all life has to offer. I made plans but they don’t seem to work.
Most of the time I dream or better days, other days I just feel like a jerk.

what can break you from the cycle and give you hope, fill you with dreams, love and passion, compassion, empathy, sympathy, glory and pride,  morals,values and conquer all you can stride.

I want to believe, I want to work. I don’t know what to do with all the bricks on my shoulder. All the baggage I’ve been carrying seems to hold me down. I’m not ready to forgive, No ready to forget, no ready to smile, not ready to laugh, no ready to take, and instead crack

There is so much I lack
I dont trust those around me I feel like they are all wack, full of jack. I always feel like I’m on the attack
Can someone appretiate me and present me with a plank